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The Best of 2011…Is Yet to
Come
First of all, happy Gregorian 2012 to everyone!
In this season of endings and beginnings, I’ve been thinking
instead about continuity and the hope that it offers us. After all, just a few
weeks ago many of us were celebrating the winter solstice, that annual moment
when Earth’s perpetual journey around the Sun begins to favor daylight over
darkness. We could say with scientific certainty that brighter days were ahead.
Ecologically, this is also the time when seeds stir in the earth and prepare
for the upcoming growth seasons, even though their first green shoots are still
a few months off. We celebrated that cycle of life along with the turning wheel
of the seasons—the ongoing recurrence of natural patterns over time.
From the winter solstice, fast-forward a few weeks and the
focus shifts to the close of the calendar year, a somewhat arbitrary and
historically variable marker. After all, if you so desired, you could celebrate
New Year’s Eve throughout the year, as long as you researched all of the
lesser-known calendar-flips (Happy Gudi Padwa, everyone!) in addition to the more
well-established date-changers, such as Rosh Hashanah and the Chinese Spring
Festival. For much of the world, however, the calendar established by Pope
Gregory XIII holds sway, making us all followers of the Catholic tradition, if
only for a short time. This might explain all of those confessions of guilt and
penitent vows of self-renewal associated with New Year’s resolutions.
(Religious history purists can make what they want of the fact that January 1
also marks the supposed anniversary of Jesus’s circumcision. Perhaps that
explains the noisemaker tradition?)
In western culture, the end of the calendar year has also
become a time of retrospective judgment. “Best of” lists vie with “Worst of”
lists for our consideration. Many of these seem contrived solely to boost sales
at the end of the fourth business quarter (or second, if your company uses the
July-to-June model). It’s probably no coincidence that the holiday season
segues so seamlessly into the “awards season.”
For a long time, I was a huge fan of year-end best-of lists.
Reading them was like sneaking a peek at the teacher’s edition of some cultural
textbook: Had I chosen the right movies to watch? Did I memorize the words to
the most worthy songs? Would reading the highest-rated books provide clues to
help propel my own to the top of the list some day? One of my friends, a film
studies major, regularly sent out a detailed report of his top-rated movies
from the previous year, and I learned a great deal about cinema while studying
his reviews and rationales. For weeks afterward, I sought out the films he had
mentioned—no small feat, given the obscurity of some of them and the occasional
lack of comprehensible subtitles.
Then, one year during graduate school, it all went sour. A
film critic published his “Best of the Year” list in the city’s newspaper.
There were just a few slight problems. First of all, he hadn’t screened all of
the movies that had been released that year (but then again, who could?).
Perhaps more importantly, he confessed that he hadn’t yet seen some of the
films topping the box office charts or other critics’ “best of” lists.
Furthermore, several of the movies that he mentioned were well over a year old,
and the reviewer admitted to having only SEEN them during the course of that
calendar year. In short, his list was a sham.
A subsequent exchange of letters between the reviewer and me
was quite instructive and forever changed both our minds about end-of-year
pronouncements. During our conversation, we noted that a movie often takes
years to produce and premiere. The film itself is, in turn, based on a
screenplay that may have been written and developed for several years prior to
that. By extension, some films are based on pre-existing stories and novels
(and, in more recent times, comics and board games). Those original artistic
creations themselves might have required years of germination. The date stamped
on such a film (or novel or musical composition) masks years of hard work and
risks becoming, as dates sometimes do, misleading and meaningless.
Based on these musings, I will go out on a limb and suggest
that Jane Austen did not fret over the fact that Pride and Prejudice was not named “Best Novel of 1799,” the year in
which she completed the first draft of the manuscript. In fact, she would have
to endure another fifteen “not-best-of” years before the book was even
published. This should serve as an inspiration to all of us who labor on long-term
projects like novels, child-rearing, and the deployment of particle
accelerators. Some things just take time. To appropriate T.S. Eliot, those of
us who craft lengthy books should measure out our lives with coffee spoons and
printer cartridges, not calendar pages.
So, for many who look upon the start of a new year as a time
to “take stock and start anew,” I counsel patience and perseverance instead.
There is no reason to pause at this specified instant and judge what we did or
did not achieve in 2011. Opportunities for reflection will no doubt come in
2012, and we can decide for ourselves which moments and contexts best serve our
current endeavors.
In the meantime, here’s looking forward—perhaps far
forward—to those future years in which the seeds we planted all these past years
bear fruit.

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